I've been passive for a whole month in updating this site. Second year in college is being too time demanding. It's really hard to buy some time alone and take a look
inside me. Tonight, I suddenly felt the pang of emptiness. I honestly do not know why. Seriously, I really don't remember the last time I felt this kind of feeling. I have been very overwhelmed with what has happened since the last time I did write.
I am happy, yes. With my lot, I can ask no more. Yet, there are moments, like this one, when I feel so alone. Moments when I long for people whom I wish were with me. Moments when I am a nobody.
During this kind of situation, I feel like breaking down. But I just can't. I know there's something out there enough for me to hold on. I'm sad with no particular reason. I'm feeling empty though I have never been filled up. Weird, isn't it?
inside me. Tonight, I suddenly felt the pang of emptiness. I honestly do not know why. Seriously, I really don't remember the last time I felt this kind of feeling. I have been very overwhelmed with what has happened since the last time I did write. I am happy, yes. With my lot, I can ask no more. Yet, there are moments, like this one, when I feel so alone. Moments when I long for people whom I wish were with me. Moments when I am a nobody.
During this kind of situation, I feel like breaking down. But I just can't. I know there's something out there enough for me to hold on. I'm sad with no particular reason. I'm feeling empty though I have never been filled up. Weird, isn't it?
